05 July 2013

The New Age Goddess: Love Samadhi Enlightenment Awareness

The New Age Goddess: Love Samadhi Enlightenment Awareness: Writing about Love is never easy – it just is. Love is the word that we describe in so many experiences. But when love brings it together,...

Love Samadhi Enlightenment Awareness

Writing about Love is never easy – it just is. Love is the word that we describe in so many experiences. But when love brings it together, the me and what is there, is also Love. Love is omnipresent. The Love I speak of now is the ever present courageous flow that takes me from moment to moment showing its colours through strips and layers of emotions.. stripping off the layers of stories and then peeling itself off showing its real self that is one with me in that space of wholeness. The space within me that is below my layers and connects direct and dissolves with Love’s glow.
Wow! When I let go – and that is come together on whatever is going on, is exactly when Love peels off the layers and shares its essence with me. Like a flower blooming and inviting me to smell its fragrance. The niceness and effervescence it shares is Samadhi for me.
Samadhi – my teacher said is like watching the sunrise or sunset and the moment that just went by watching in connection with its movement is Samadhi. I feel it now. And enlightenment is in the knowing of this observing me (my Self) that is awareness its pure state one with the experience – the love glow – the effervescence of the flower’s fragrance..

Love Samadhi Enlightenment Awareness to all god/desses.


01 June 2013

Changing "The" World with proper education and consistent effort

"If we make consistent effort, based on proper education, we can change the world" – Dalai Lama 

What exactly is “The World”?
Ever since I read this quote I have been inspired to understand this concept of there being a “world”..
What does it mean in the dictionary? 

World = world  
1. The earth.
2. The universe.
3. The earth with its inhabitants.
4. The inhabitants of the earth; the human race.
a. Humankind considered as social beings; human society: turned her back on the world.
b. People as a whole; the public: The event amazed the world.
6. often World A specified part of the earth: the Western World.
7. A part of the earth and its inhabitants as known at a given period in history: the ancient world.
8. A realm or domain: the animal world; the world of imagination.
a. A sphere of human activity or interest: the world of sports.
b. A class or group of people with common characteristics or pursuits: the scientific world.
10. A particular way of life: the world of the homeless.
11. All that relates to or affects the life of a person: He saw his world collapse about him.
12. Secular life and its concerns: a man of the world.
a. Human existence; life: brought a child into the world.
b. A state of existence: the next world.
14. A large amount; much. Often used in the plural: did her a world of good; candidates that are worlds apart on foreign policy.
15. A celestial body such as a planet: the possibility of life on other worlds.
1. Of or relating to the world: a world champion.
2. Involving or extending throughout the entire world: a world crisis.

When you look at the above – and it strikes me straight away that it is weaving in wordplay giving a sense of unity in the way of a common understanding but..all 15 definitions describe the World in only one way- that is only an objective perspective.. A Tangible thing – something with a shape, size, numbers, sections and categories or what not. But then, why is it that I see, by what I feel like to be the beauty or sadness in the world around me and a person I get along fine with can’t see me eye to eye? Why is dealing with something mentally easier for me than it is for someone else? Why do I think of something being easy when someone else finds the same difficult? 

I feel that the “The World” is exactly that! “The” being specific and individualised and pointing to a certain “world”; an experience of it or a perspective at a certain point in time in a specific individual's life.

Mooji a self-realised being, talks about all of life's events being a play unfolding on the stage of our consciousness. Have we really considered this to be “The world” too? What I am saying is – The world, what we perceive it to be and our awareness of our grasp is directly related to our individual abilities to perceive our singular truth at a time. The world’s meaning in the dictionary I am assuming is the generic translation everyone in the (physical earth) world refers to when anyone just like the Dalai Lama or Michael Jackson is talking about it. However I feel unless you really understand the word “World”'s meaning you won’t be able to make any changes to it. First and foremost reason is because literally by the dictionary it is HUGE and impersonal and it is objective not subjective! So how can one single person take responsibility for such a task that is so large in scale?! And why would they want to when there is already such a separation in understanding the world to be an external thing to what is perceived within?! 

The World by the dictionary directs our minds naturally to its size – Extra Large multiplied by millions. But when I say understanding the meaning of the "world" I am inferring to a realisation of the world. What is the felt and realised world by you? How can you actually feel and realise something of this magnitude when from childhood you have been taught or mentally registered a tangible and super large meaning of the word "world"? I am saying that one can feel and realise it only through experience and then only can they have a grasp that The World is (also) a manifestation of a perspective of what is larger than us and environs us by the same perspective. So it is a Subjective, non-tangible thing first, which has no precise size (commonly). And experiencing the enormity or scale while finding the individual and singular subjective placement in it, in the play of all things in the subjective manifested world around is, realising it.

For example the world to me is my realisation or felt experience of exactly my life through the years versus another’s experience of their life through years of living realising the world around them. So now what I am going to bring up is perspective. World Views – vary! This is typical and a common factor among all of us simply because we all (yes each one of us even if we are family) have lived and perceived each experience differently. It is a common factor among all, that each of us have a different experience of life in the same physical world however we also all try to have the same world view by forgetting that we actually don’t acknowledge this key factor – that is we do not truly perceive the world exactly the same as another outside of ourselves. This tends to create misalignment to what change is actually needed, if there were any needed by the masses.

So how can one change “the world”? What is this proper education the Dalai Lama is talking about? And why would someone that perceives “the world” to be perfect the way it is want to change “the world” versus the rest that find faults in it? What is this quote really saying?

I really believe that proper education qualifies as proper only once when one can forget their vocational or other or inner education and assimilate their lessons into living life smoothly in harmony with outer world – It’s this ability of assimilation that really defines or validates proper education. It is not about coming up on top or being in first place or superseding because of that education. Assimilation also infers an action such as blending in or really integrating our education into ourselves to make our actions second nature to our psychological behaviour (without interjections of moral or ethical kind) and in this way being of purpose and use to the physical world we live and experience life through. Alongside others in the (per se) community or physical enormous world. So when things cannot be integrated, they cause clashing and create conflict and this is why there are so many misunderstandings of what the actual world view should be among the masses.

Anyhow the proper education’s proof lies in its true application of its techniques and methods being harmonious. Only then can there be a harmonised change  from an organic place of all that are able to integrate their technical and methodical being-nesses in being of service in their own world.  

This being of service is also another aspect one must understand clearly.The fact that many people receive education and then exploit the ones that do not have a clear understanding of what service really means to them is a gap in specific world’s societies. For example media is so conspiring along with government agendas that the mis-education keeps growing among the masses and that as a result keeps eating away at the physical world's massive’s sense of a common understanding of what they each need or what change is actually necessary or is needed today.

The knowledge of knowing what is of service starts on an individual level. The individual must understand what their needs are in accordance with their perceived world and then can they be the change maker. Individually, interdependently and thus contributing to the levelling of a great world change actioning.

So this changing of the world really does not mean changing the entire physical world outside first but the individual taking responsibility to perceive the truth of what their personal world is, actioning to bringing their personal-world needs and requisites to a balance and then from there experiencing the shift on the level of the massive.

Therefore the God/dess must always keep the gaze within, sift through the egoic (larger scale and external world views) and come to a place of being vigilant of their inner realities play out on the outside on the physical realm. Remember the outer world (the real and actual personal-world events) is always showing what changes need to take place on the inner (realised world) if one should require it to change or experience it differently. The world in numbers is many however in subjectivity it is an individual thing. The Ocean is present in each of its drop yet flows through different paces according to the size of its waves and in accordance to other natural influences. 

Make changes to the "world" by re-conditioning "the" world within.

Love & Light

26 August 2012

Nature and cycles... Another understanding..

I was thinking just how unuseful the concept of time is except for measuring or controlling the speed at which everything WAS moving. Or something that has already taken place. Then again I also arrived at the outlook that speed is also an unuseful concept to be mindful of when there are cycles within cycles of activities that I participate in. Each cycle is moving in its own pace and space and I am moving along within them naturally. Pace= rhythm. Space= Enormity. Movement= My own placement and involvement within a cycle's pace and space.

By a "Cycle" I refer to any aspect of our outer or inner world or of karmic tasks for which we have a circle like pathway for each. Then each of these tasks have a process in place and therefore have a beginning and an end; A finishing point of a circle like pathway, if we were to give it a shape. It tends to go full circle once completed like joining two ends of the same string as a sign of sealing the loose ends. Time is an irrelevant concept because it is not entirely upto us to move faster to finish a cycle of action (karmic tasks from start to finish), as when it is karma it is our own action and for every action there is a reaction and thus we really have nearly no control over the nature of the interactions or ripple of tasks that can potentially be generated . And the speed at which these interactions between actions and reactions that will bring the cycle to a full bound circle can only be determined by nature. The nature of the karmic (action) or active cycle.

Nature is certainly not something that is influenced or governed by speed but once it has taken it's own course; started, developed and matured into a complete cycle, we can merely look back and gage how much time it took and how fast or slow the process was. Time is only a measurement tool for the PAST, if we really needed to count or measure an activity and if it were even relevant to our subject of observation. Time is not the driver, Nature is.

My movement with nature's given pace and space in my personal karmic (action) task list can take from around a minute to many years (or lives), a thought or many thoughts to an action, a feeling to a cleansing of an emotion to complete a cycle. But it takes work like action from whichever aspect (be it mentally, physically, emotionally). So I think to adopt a standpoint of not trying to manipulate nature by applying measurement scales like time and speed really allows for REAL completion of cycles if I were to let nature just take its course.

Just in conversation the nature of a rain cloud in the sky came up this weekend. So, I find that it is a good example in our outer world as a reference to this outlook. If we were to look at the process of precipitation or rain, we would have to allow for the process of water vaporization to take place, the water vapour to condense into a cloud and then for the rain to fall only once the condensation process was complete / the cloud was perfectly formed and was ready - there is no certain time or accurate timing measurement for this process to complete its course, as it is caused by a chain of interactions and is a result of natural processes. But what we are certain of is that it will rain at a point, hence bringing the cylce full circle from water evaporating to raining. Tying the beginning and end of the same string called rain and the experience of a clear blue sky.

Q. How is a God/dess placed in this?
A. Naturally. As we dwell in a natural vessell such as the human body we allow for nature to take its course and participate with a sense of freedom to be naturally taking part in evolution. There is no need to be limiting this experience by measuring with time and speed. Be fully present, let nature take its course, stay involved to evolve and don't look back. Surrender to your course.

Love and light

26 September 2011

Compassion Leakage

I've been feeling it, seeing it in me, hearing it around me and reading it out there and finally dreamt about it all. Its in my subconscious obviously. I don't think I understood it quite the way I explained it to a lady in my dream on how I feel there needs to be more absorption, awareness and exercising of the magic called compassion.

In my dream I saw the globe tilted and it's waterbody the compassion falling out into the galaxy outside of our planet because the earth / soil / the parts needing water / compassion was not absorbing, or having awareness of this magical substance and failing to grow evermore green, fruitful or happy. I saw how there was a rejection.

From the dream I understood it deeper. You see if we see planet earth's basic 2 parts - 1 water and the other land, I see the water being compassion and the land being what is in need of it to grow and feel nurtured. Just like this I see our energies - The female / Yin / Shakti / Moon being the water which the male / Yang / Shiva / Sun needs for earth's land and waterbodies to survive. Then when we look at it on the deepest energetic level, meaning inside each male and female- there is the same planet earth existing which is made of water and land, or better put Shiva, Shakti / Yin, Yang / Creator energy / The frequency of balance = God/dess.

So in my dream I was explaining it to this friend that today we are in need to absorb compassion by all of us. There is a leakage of it because we are not absorbing or retaining it. It starts on a personal and human level  where we are in constant conflict on being fluid, flow-full, in sync, balanced with our thoughts and being-ness. So it ends up manifesting through to our surroundings, then to the environment and soon enough becomes the earth's lack of consumption of it's own fluid, fluidity, nurturing aspects and so being off balance it tilts and the life-force / water / liquid / fluid component (compassion / Love) just gets lost by dropping off  into the galaxy / no man's world - from where we cannot get it back.

I hope I made sense.

It is imminent we acknowledge the softness in our liquid, flowing, maleable, softer forms of energy, absorb it, embody its power and act from there... help sustain our world, starting from the world within.

Love & Goddess Light - always.

15 September 2011

Swing well in the One wave

You are Life. You are in fact also the Life force; Life force is the light, energy and power that you have within. You use it to create, co-create and live as a living thing through your lifespan.

Of late I have had some time to reflect and ponder on how I am in the space I am in and the frequency of energy I am vibing at as I write this. I got to thinking how I got here, where I am feeling like I am being carried and whether I am happy committing to this flow of life's current.

In reflecting this way I found myself realising that finally I am no longer being pulled or pushed in different directions rather and finally being carried along just one. Time is finally a linear thing than circular. While there are mental waves and discourses taking place, I find myself being able to bring the mind's focus back on the one single Wave, the big wave with many currents that are charged with my Life force and keeps giving me the charge back. 

Having been on the road to try to achieve this one wave, I realised how it came about. It appears that we are constantly giving charge to waves; scenarios, circumstances, aspects or areas of life. The charge that we give then becomes the charge of the current in those waves and if we end up spending enough energy on one or some they become strong enough to swoop us, even from the middle of a wave as important as the one we once focused our energy on being.

In any case, what I felt for raising now is that turmoil and imbalance in life occurs when we put our energy and charge into waves that are not aligned to who we are or our aspirations as human beings. We are God/desses and we want to re-create the garden of Eden for everyone we share space with. If you reflect on your Life force as it sits right now, and find yourself feeling incomplete, indecisive or unready to go with the flow of a wave that you prefer, note that this is due to the other waves you gave charge to at some other point or another.

Don't forget that like you, everyone else around are being carried by their waves and they are also creating their own. And sometimes when we are not conscious of our actions and are faced by another's we react and create a new wave. Like for example you are saving for a year off work and you put all your focus on allowing this to happen for you and in the middle of this journey you are approached by a recruiter and they offer you a new job which meant you were going to have to change your original plan. So this job offer meant more money, and also new commitments, you decide to take it on in hope of saving that money faster. As a result of this reaction to a new wave, you create a new one while also creating a wave that deviates your original one. Like every action this new wave would have a ripple effect or your and others' waves that would then affect the pace and steadiness of your big life wave. Or perhaps even delaying you further to get to the one wave you were planning for initially.

So this week bring your attention to all that you are putting your focus, energy and charge into and before you decide to get carried away, allow a thought for all the other areas you once put your focus into in the not too distant past. This awareness will not only make you aware of where you are, where you may end up or could be expecting to be.

Take some time, realise that the current that carries you now, it is joyful, as light as can be and is giving you all that you once wanted and focused your energy on. Sure there will be little remnants of past waves or smaller ones that you are more than capable of just swimming through. However with the most powerful current, you need not disturb it with another. Let it take you to fruition phase by staying with it, by being present and giving power to its momentum. In also being conscious of not creating others that could take your swing away.

Love & Light

26 August 2011

Awareness of 80% : 20%

I think a short needed to be shared of what I am figuring out about our nature as humans. I believe we are all good people, well meaning humans, have very good intentions, are honest, are considerate and giving. I also believe that we are all god/desses in essence; 100% pure energy that does not know labels, names or forms - its the pulsation of sureness and the consciousness among all living things. 

Here though I am delving into the human side of us - the psyche that is the firewall between our human and spiritual self. The self that is made of impressions. Also known as Ego / our personality / traits / habits / all things based on our perspectives or impressions, condensed to be our psyche or Ego that we use to communicate with other Egos/ personalities / characters in the field of life. 

I am giving our psyche an 80% good : 20% poor ratio for this is my take on why we humans are in a constant battle in making simple decisions like uniting as one and just being a Love-being or a God/dess every day of our lives. Why there is a constant question attached like - Why not me first? Or Why not when the I is ready? Or have a self administered compensation scheme in place to all that is unjust as if to say that, that is enough responsibility we should be taking as individuals. Just compensate in some way or another for our 20%'s and we'll be right and have been seen as being responsible. 

But I am dissecting that 20% of our nature in all of us that keeps us from being from our essential-matter self. The conscious beings. The 20% that makes us hesitate and the 20% that always sticks to us like chewing gum. The 20% that goes unidentified and shows up as our biggest crutch in making the 80% "goods" sometimes invalid. The 20% that keeps showing up religiously in some way or another. The 20% that could really free us, if examined and treated to lessen the burden on others to carry the weight of our Karma, to increase the love vibration in the world, to lessen mediocrity, to start treating global cancers like supression of thoughts, ideas and feelings.

The 20% of bads can be broken down to things like - white lies, putting the blanket over root of our negativity, forced action, inaction, turning a blind eye, compromising with what is not true for us etc. On an individual level I believe it can also be seen as pleasing the crowd / false laughs / lying / not sharing / living with identities. On a social level - the individuals do the same. On an environmental level or a global scale - these little actions or inactions rooting from the ego's mediocrity result in a wave of reactions and negativity in some form or another.

I believe the cure is - Identify what falls inside the 20% pool of the Ego. Then just consciously tell yourself you will stop and see what happens when you don't practice from this place of system. Thats all. Just stop. You may hurt at first, but just know that this is not YOU, it is the I self - the Ego hurting. Then from there, make it a point to stop making decisions from an intention residing in that 20% pool. Then one day you will see - that your actions that were a result of something that was a part of your 20% has evolved and that it does not form a basis for any other followed action of something that is not considered a truth in your life. The truth then will become from your world being a result of something you may have been doing from a forced / untrue place in the mind but now you have a clear conscience and a clean practice of what you were always capable of doing. You would then be acting from a selfless place - From a place of no agendas / hiding a truth / deception of any kind. You are also now a responsible being that does not rely on a reaction or approval to be doing the right thing for you.

I think whoever of us are reading this, know what I am talking about. I am not saying to become a puritan. And I personally don't think it is not about aiming for 100% because only in a world that had no adversities or the capitalistic world's challenges can we then live as if there were no other ego's to face. But we all have our egoic demons and as previously discussed our actions have impacts. Some we will have a direct experience of and some we will never see. But I feel we all have the power to take accountability for majority of this 20% pool of our own ego's. I believe it will actually help heal the field of life that ALL other Ego's play in.

The idea is to help heal the world by being / acting from a place where the God/dess energy resides. The God/dess energy that is the light and wants to remove further pain and suffering that already exists in our world. And this practice must start with me and you by being aware, accepting responsibility and then acting from there. 

Love and Goddess light